So, it's Halloween Eve and i'm doing a post to help my self not be so mad at "me". I have had girlfriends in the past and i can truely say that i am in love with only one. You. I have this problem you see, i get the word "Girlfriend" stuck in my head. I label you as that. This is the biggest problem i have as a guy. Girlfriend consists of two words, girl and friend. Girl by definition is a born female from birth to adulthood. Friend by definition is one attached to another by affection or esteem. Girlfriend by definition is a frequent or regular female companion in a romantic or sexual relationship. The girlfriend definition gets stuck in my head and i forget "friend". Friend is the basis of this compound word, but i lose it. I want to be all lovey dovey with you. I want to be intimate with you. The stuff i do with my friends i do with you, but i stopped. I'm sorry. I feel horrible for it.
I also know that when two people engage in conversation that it's not one-sided where one has input and the other listens. I don't input anymore. I'm also sorry for this. I don't realize what i do and it's never intentional. Blah... I'm going to see you tomorrow and we're having this dispute. Also, this blog is not helping me... -sigh-
"Love you too..."
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