Frustration

i've been kind of upset lately. Between school, friends, family, and the other extra kinds of things i do, it's putting so much anger within me. Anger, what a distasteful word. It sounds like someone ripping Happiness from your soul and replacing it with such feelings that make you want to explode. It just bothers me constantly. On the verge of letting out emotions, i still bottle them up. Holding such things can be either Good or Bad. It hurts me a lot; to the point where i want to rip my heart out and hold it up in the air. not good. "To be truely happy, live a life of virtuity." philosophers say that... Things tend to annoy me more easily, and people get on my nerves for being who they are. I can't do something about it becuase it's just their well-being. Although, i keep thinking everyday. About what? Many things. One of the things i think about on a daily basis is this world. What has it become? Who still has FAITH? Why do we act the way we do? Why is their HATRED in the world? etc. etc. etc. (Blahblahblah) No one can fulfill my thirst for such answers to these questions, except one. He not only has the Mental and Physical capability, but he can also makes things better. If you just take the time to talk to him, things become better. Little by little.
I always tell people i miss them, which i do, but it's getting repetative and monotonous that i'm tired of it. I'm Acting so selfish by telling others, "You never talk to me anymore." or "Why haven't you called?" it hurts me to just think of those things. Selfishness is not the way to go, it's to be self-righteous. So, i'm apologizing to those who i tell such things to. I'm losing contact with so many friends, it's a bummer. Think, Think, and Think s'more. that's all i'm doing right now, and i'm in my own world of contemplation, thinking, over-viewing, comparison, etc. My day? It was below Average.

why?

idk why i even post new bullitens anymore.
-sigh-
my life is just flat out boring.... =\

CUE *Studio

It was dope yesterday,

we helped our grandma clean her house, and then we went to the mall.

it was Ericka, Jason, Novita, Michael, and I. We were so bored there, so we decided to take a bus to Diamond Plaza. We took the wrong bus T-T"

so we got off, and had to walk farther than we usually had to.

We got there and played some Games at A.I. for a couple hours

then we all went to cue, and took Peek-chaaass!

T'was funnn, and i met a girl named Clarisse. (Novita's Friend) :]

I rate it a 7.5-10

Too Tired.

Well, life in the Stow hasn't changed much. It's still Ghetto, School is the same, people are the same, Etc. Etc. Etc. As I try to stay in contact with a lot of my friends, it's hard due to the fact that they're busy almost 24/7. Ekk, I want to be busy. The new home is super-duper cool, and it's Gigantic. 1 Acre of property sounds nice, doesn't it? Girls you ask? Nah dawg, none. The ones i've been talking to, like other dudes, and live very very far away. I'm heading to a party today, so i'll update later. Peace out girl scout. Peace adobo grease. Later Alligator. In a while crocidile...too many saying for a "Goodbye".