privilously poncheezied

I'm sorry i got hired. I'm sorry i work. I'm sorry i'm busy. I'm sorry i don't txt you as much. I'm sorry i don't talk to you as much. I'm sorry i am doing this for the better. I'm sorry that it takes a lot of time. I'm sorry today wasn't the best. I'm sorry i am not there. I'm sorry i can't hold you. I'm sorry i can't kiss you. I'm sorry i can't hold my composure. I'm sorry it hurts. I'm sorry ....... *click*

Mr. Chen, Sailmaker

Well, i'm off work, home, full, showered, and it's late. 10:58, you're sleeping, and we still have school tomorrow... I honestly do not know why i'm doing a post... maybe to get things off my mind or chest; whichever weighs most. I want to cheer you up and make you stress-free, but it's extremely difficult when it pertains to certain problems. I miss you. This distance sucks. I want to fall asleep with you again. This job is wearing me out. I need to focus a little more on school. Music is my drug when you're not around, but it doesn't sufice. I need you. I love you. I cannot seem to stop thinking about you. I want to be closer. I'm happy whenever i'm with you. Babi, please...never let me go. I can't bear the thought of not having you... or someone else stealing you away. or someone else being more interesting, intelligent, attractive, and you falling for them instead of me. You're what i want. You're what i need. You're what i wake up everymorning for. I didn't feel like sleeping, because i wanted to talk to you more... But your game wore you out. I'm happy you won, and i'm happy you're doing well. Please don't leave me though... mmmm.. i'm tired now. I love you